Okay, this has really got to stop.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about having another child within the next year. So much, in fact, that I think my subconscious is playing tricks on me. With the dull ache in my uterine region, the faint nausea, the *other things*, the general exhaustion, and the constant dreaming of babies.
Last night I had a dream that I was pregnant and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. I cradled her tiny body in my arms and brushed tiny wisps of hair out of her soft slumbering face. The background was soft and dreamy. I was happy. I was calm. I was head over heels in love. I woke briefly and told Robert (who happened to be awake getting ready for work) that I dreamed we had a baby girl and he smiled. I went back to sleep with little pink clouds on my mind.
A girl at work who had been due next week gave birth to a girl today. I can’t help but feel somewhat robbed.
Tags: babies EVERYWHERE!!